rebeccameckel

ok so my diet of good food, eating all three meals, no bad snaking food and only water… i am a wreck. i think im suffering from withdrawal of sugar, if thats possible. i have been irritable, lightheaded and because i used to eat only when im hungry i have been going back and forth on being hungry and full, it has been five days. i am kinda forcing myself to walk 30 minutes everyday. the only scale in the house need batteries…dang it! so i dont know how i will wiegh in, on our budget batteries are at the bottom of the list. i have been a real pain but my husband just grabs me and hugs and kisses me until i calm down. ^_^ i love him so much and i feel so happy to have him, but i also feel bad at how i have been treating him im acctually tearing up right now.

im still going to keep on with my stuff, i know it will all get better soon… i hope O_o

been sick last couple of days and I’m finally feeling better and on a regular schedule, got my poor hubby sick though (muahahahahaha)

the only thing i accomplished was eating right, i couldn’t even take my dog, Kenji, out for a walk. last few days broke my heart as he would lay by the door and look up at me with big sad puppy eyes… i am now regretting having the fur cut away from his eyes… it was sprinkling this morning but Kenji, who HATES water with a passion, didn’t mind. he was so happy he ran sniffing everything like he hasn’t seen it in days… wait…oh, nevermind. good thing that came out of this is that he shows me that i will always have a walking buddy ^_^

have a great week peoples

I just hope this works for me. My name is Rebecca and I’m here to find some support and make friends along the way. so if you would like to be my friend add me and if you have any questions about me just ask and i hope to get to know you too ^_^